He's back | carllyxt's Blog

He's decided to come back. To pick up the pieces of my old shattered self and revealed the new me. The new me that has evolved over the summer. The new me that is ready for love. Well, i guess. 
I'm ready for him. I'm ready for the big open door into his heart and soul and i know that he will let me in because i have let him in. But I know that this is the last time for him because he will be moving in May. Or June or whatever. It breaks my heart to think about it but there is a large chance that it will actually happen and i'm not sure if i will be able to move on from this. But i have to face the facts and live like he's dying.